I’ve got to do it. 

I woke up a week ago with a vision of exactly what I would do with my life. It was complicated, confusing, but damn…I’d feel so perfect if I accomplished it.  About an hour later I’d completely written it off (literally, I’m an obsessive list-writer) and considered just letting it go.  

A day passed and it kept nagging me.  This need to do exactly what I wanted to do wouldn’t go away.  So I told my father-he shot me down.  I told my mom-she not only shot me down, but denied me the paperwork I needed that she possessed in order to carry out the first part of my goal.  I told my life mentor-he and his wife cheered the idea.  Logic later came into play and shot it down as well.

…..then I woke up a few days later, still feeling miffed about the prospect of not doing this.  Out of everything I’ve done, nothing would be as satisfying as accomplishing this feat.  So I awoke to my motivational podcasts as usual..when the title was ^^this.  That afternoon, I had chinese food…the fortune cookie said this ^^.  Now…I see ^^this.  

Problem fucking solved.  

(Source: bridgetsinwonderland)